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[captain_jtkirk]

Introductions seem to be in order. I'm Sam Kirk, here filling in for my brother for a bit.

I have to be honest, I'm not sure if Jim was a Warden or an Inmate. I could see both, really. Since it's Jim. [AND THAT SHOULD SAY IT ALL]

Anyway, it's nice to meet you all.



[Spam for Hego]

[Sleeping in the same bed with someone wasn't really something new for Sam. Because you know, he was married. So it didn't really register with him immediately that something was off as he was waking up, still caught in that early morning fog where you don't really remember what happened last night. Like when you agreed to take your little brother's place on a prison boat.]

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[Spam]

[captain_jtkirk]

"I don't know. He came with the room." [And yeah that had surprised Sam as well.]

[Spam]

[buckleup]

"Right." [Well this is just awkward and uncomfortable.] "You can stay here until whatever this is is over. I'll stay in Bones's room. Just let me grab some clothes and I'll get out of your hair."

[Spam]

[captain_jtkirk]

[Yeah like he was going to let you kick him out of the room. Nice try, buddy.]

"I thought we were going to try talking."

[Spam]

[buckleup]

[He wasn't, he wants to go raid Bones's booze stash and pretend he doesn't know you. :|]

"What is there to talk about?"

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[captain_jtkirk]

"I'm sorry, Jim. For everything. I really am."

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[buckleup]

"And you waited until now to say anything? You left, Sam, saying I'm sorry doesn't change what happened."

[Spam]

[captain_jtkirk]

"I needed space, alright? I was fourteen, and I hated everything about that place. It's the biggest regret I have, but there it is. I have a family now. I want them to know you."

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[buckleup]

"Well I'm sure that's really great and everything, but I have other stuff I need to worry about right now that doesn't involve soothing your conscience." [He wasn't really being fair, and he knew it, but seriously Sam, fuck you for catching him off guard like this and dumping all this on him. He turned away from him, fully intending on grabbing enough clothes to get by for a while without having to steal McCoy's and just leaving it at that.] "So if it's all the same to you, I think we should just-"

[He cut himself off mid sentence, staring at the holo he didn't recognize of both his parents, which was pretty prominently displayed on a shelf in his quarters on the ship he was apparently going to captain and that was just-]

"What is that?"

[Spam]

[captain_jtkirk]

"It's from my living room. I gave it to you a couple of weeks ago."

[Spam]

[buckleup]

[Jim walked over to it to get a better look, glancing back cautiously at Sam and frowning at him, his expression somewhere between suspicion, disbelief and maybe something that was maybe hope because just what.]

"You gave it to me?"

[Spam]

[captain_jtkirk]

"I made a copy but I figured you should have one too."

[Spam]

[buckleup]

[Wow. What do you even say to that?] "Thanks, I guess."

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[captain_jtkirk]

[What you just said :c]

"I meant what I said, Jim."

[Spam]

[buckleup]

"Why didn't you come back?" [You knew Mom was sick. :\]

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[captain_jtkirk]

"I tried. But I was halfway across the galaxy and brand new at the station and broke, I don't know if you really appreciate how expensive it is to travel when you don't have your own starship. I just... couldn't make it work."

[Spam]

[buckleup]

[Jim just nodded, looking at the holo in silence for a couple more seconds before turning back to Sam.]

"So."

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[captain_jtkirk]

"So. Do you at least believe I'm not lying?"

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[buckleup]

"I guess."

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[captain_jtkirk]

Sam wanted to roll his eyes at that, but maybe he didn't feel like starting another fight with him.

"So I woke up in a strange girl's room when I got here."

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[buckleup]

Jim let out a quiet snort of laughter. "That's not shocking." Your brother gets around, Sam. "Who was it?" Because if there was going to be someone wandering around wondering why he'd stood them up for a second date or whatever, he should probably know about it in advance.

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[captain_jtkirk]

Yeah, Jim he knows.

"Shego, I think. I didn't meet her. Her brother was there instead."

[Spam]

[buckleup]

"Oh." At least he has the decency to look slightly apologetic instead of just flat out laughing his ass off.

He definitely looks kind of amused, though. "Sorry."

[Spam]

[captain_jtkirk]

"Shut up, you are not."

[Spam]

[buckleup]

"Well, it's not technically my fault."

[Spam]

[captain_jtkirk]

"Just because you haven't made the decision yet, doesn't mean it isn't your fault."