captain_jtkirk: (your mama was fat)
James T. Kirk ([personal profile] captain_jtkirk) wrote2011-08-18 10:34 pm

.044 - someone is just wishing to die

There is no fucking way.

Fuck this again.

And fuck all of you.

I'm not him. I will never be him.

[Private to Shego]

You--[please don't be affected, please don't be Miss Go and know the bad Kirk :C] Where are you?

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[identity profile] captain-jtkirk.livejournal.com 2011-08-19 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
"The Shego I know would hate that. She'd want to be her own person."

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[identity profile] likeabigsister.livejournal.com 2011-08-19 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
She smiled tightly.

"The Captain I know doesn't think I have the right to exist either. But that's okay. I'm still my own person, I'm just a little bit different."

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[identity profile] captain-jtkirk.livejournal.com 2011-08-19 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah hell. Don't compare him to the crazy Kirk.

"I didn't mean it like that. I just don't think you can hit a button and change someone like that. That's why my Barge exists."

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[identity profile] likeabigsister.livejournal.com 2011-08-19 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well, sure you can! Just look at me. Maybe you think they shouldn't, but that's something different. I'm happier being a good guy than I ever was being a bad guy, so I don't think it matters all that much how I got here."

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[identity profile] captain-jtkirk.livejournal.com 2011-08-20 07:20 am (UTC)(link)
This Shego completely creeps him out.

"It matters. Brain washing isn't motivation."

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[identity profile] likeabigsister.livejournal.com 2011-08-20 10:48 am (UTC)(link)
"I think we might have to agree to disagree, Captain. I have everything Old Me ever wanted but couldn't get, so...if I got changed back now, I don't know how much she'd appreciate that."

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[identity profile] captain-jtkirk.livejournal.com 2011-08-20 05:38 pm (UTC)(link)
"You didn't get the choice. I think she'd appreciate that more than anything."

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[identity profile] likeabigsister.livejournal.com 2011-08-20 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
"If I'm on your Barge as well then I die either way, right? Do you think she'd rather be here and choose to be a Warden?"

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[identity profile] captain-jtkirk.livejournal.com 2011-08-20 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
"She wouldn't be a Warden here. She's not like them, she's not like the Inmates on my Barge either."

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[identity profile] likeabigsister.livejournal.com 2011-08-20 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Shego looked faintly incredulous. "She has to be enough like them to be an Inmate to start with, though, right?"

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[identity profile] captain-jtkirk.livejournal.com 2011-08-20 11:50 pm (UTC)(link)
"Two years ago, she sort of was. She's gotten better. She has friends and is in a long term relationship. She isn't a bad person."

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[identity profile] likeabigsister.livejournal.com 2011-08-21 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh, that's so sweet!" She beamed for a moment, but it faded. "But she hasn't graduated?"

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[identity profile] captain-jtkirk.livejournal.com 2011-08-21 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
"We're still working on some stuff. It takes time. Not a magic button."

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[identity profile] likeabigsister.livejournal.com 2011-08-21 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
While Shego's frothing with incandescent rage after the flood, she will look back on the idea that she and Kirk are 'working on some stuff' and laugh. Very briefly.

"I bet she'll graduate when she gets that she can't keep her friends if she's doing bad stuff all the time."

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[identity profile] captain-jtkirk.livejournal.com 2011-08-21 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
"I'll keep that advice in mind."