[ A prison ship for people who have died. Unless you take it on yourself to be so very special that the Admiral decides to keep you around even after you've earnt your life back. ]
Honestly?
[ She sets her forearms on the railing, peering up into the dark. ]
...the Barge can be awful. It needs the best of you, 24-7, but it draws out the worst and throws it in your face and everybody else's for good measure, over and over and over. Things happen that make you lose all control over yourself, do things you'd never do if you were on your right mind. And it's nobody's fault, usually, there's nobody to take responsibility. All you can do is shrug and make your apologies and try to move on.
Re: SPAM
Honestly?
[ She sets her forearms on the railing, peering up into the dark. ]
...the Barge can be awful. It needs the best of you, 24-7, but it draws out the worst and throws it in your face and everybody else's for good measure, over and over and over. Things happen that make you lose all control over yourself, do things you'd never do if you were on your right mind. And it's nobody's fault, usually, there's nobody to take responsibility. All you can do is shrug and make your apologies and try to move on.