captain_jtkirk | .074

I'm sorry.

I imagine that isn't good enough for a lot of you but that's all I've got. I'm already in a cell and I hear a mop calling my name.

So... there's that.

[Private to Trip]

That apology mostly goes to you. I betrayed your trust more than most.

I don't know how to make it up to you, but if you have ideas I'm all ears. Or if you want nothing to do with me that's understandable.

[Private to Shego]

We have to talk about this sometime. I can wait until the end of my time down here but we need to actually talk.

[Private to Bones]

Can I ask a favor?

[Open Spam for Wardens/Supervised Inmates]

[Kirk isn't really doing much in his cell. Reading on his communicator or playing a game of solitaire on it to help pass the time. Five days was going to seem like a lifetime since it hadn't already been one and he was bored. So really, he'd welcome the distraction of someone coming to visit, whether to check up on him or yell, he didn't care.]

[ooc; Multiple threads are welcome on the spam. Feel free to date it anywhere between today and day five of his incarceration.]

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"Death can be a learning experience."

"After three years? I've got the lesson."

"Maybe you do. But the Admiral doesn't understand that, because he doesn't understand that, because he doesn't understand what it means to be human, to be you. Maybe there's something greater in that lesson that a being like him would comprehend, that a being like you can't. Do you understand?"

[Kirk understood, he just didn't like it.]

"You seem to have it figured out, what's the lesson?"

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"I don't know what the lesson is. It's simply easier for me to comprehend a creature unable to think in the scale of humans, because it's a difficulty I sometimes struggle with myself, even with all the interaction I've had with them."

[He pauses, missing Dean for a moment. Thinking about his own inability to do things like a human would.]

"Alternately, it could be that death's impermanence - and our and the Admiral's knowledge of this fact - makes it something he simply doesn't care about. Killing you doesn't stop you from being a good warden, so there's no reason to interfere on this matter."

"Maybe I don't want to graduate anyone else for him. Maybe I'll just waste his time as much as he's wasting mine."

"If that's what you want to do, then do that. But if you could do that without endangering billions, I think we'd all appreciate that. Perhaps he'll let you go. Of course, you gamble that he won't blink you out of existence."

A pause.

"DId you really think the Admiral would care that you hijacked the barge?"

"He gets pissy with other people sometimes."

[This was an answer Castiel was not expecting. He quirks an eyebrow.]

"what for?"

"You haven't noticed?"

[That unimpressed eyebrow quirks up again.]

If the Admiral was truly mad at you, I think it'd do worse than locking you in a cell and allowing all of us to speak to you. A creature of his might could do terrible things, even on a human scale - give you cancer or take away your spinal cord or make you forget how to speak, for example.

"I bet I can name ten people who would love that I forgot how to speak." [Maybe he wasn't taking it fully seriously, because none of that stuff happened. And if it did? Bones could cure cancer probably, being dead right now would be preferable to being stuck here, and being mute would suck but Bones could probably fix that too.]

[Castiel shrugs. If Kirk doesn't want to take him seriously, that's not his problem.]

"Perhaps. I don't know what the Admiral could do as punishment, and I doubt it's something pleasant. This...."

[He gestures vaguely to the Zero walls.]

"Is for Barge people to feel bad about things. It really has anything to do with him, I think."

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