What she actually wanted to do was never ever look at it again or acknowledge that it existed or what she'd done, ever, but that would involve admitting she had a problem with anything relating to this situation. So she just shook her head and let her grip loosen fractionally.

"I'm good." She waved a hand down the trail. "Let's just keep moving. We can't be more than a couple hours away now, and I seriously don't want to know what the Admiral's gonna do to any stragglers."