captain_jtkirk | .016 - I don't think any part of this post is public, sorry :c

[Private to the Admiral]

Please bring Shego back.

[Filtered to Shego's friends - you decide if you're on this filter. Oh yeah and it's Text cause Kirk is pissed :c]

Shego was murdered today. She's fine now. She's in the Infirmary. The person who did it is in Zero. I'm not going to tell you who it was, so don't even ask. If you can figure it out, then congratulations. I'm just not encouraging any reciprocal violence.

I ask that you refrain from going to visit her for at least a day.

Please.

[Private to Seven]

Your Inmate is in Zero. I stunned and put him there for killing Shego. I trust that you're going to take adequate care of this from this point forward. [read: Punish him before I kill him and you :c]

[Private to Tim]

Please cooperate with me on this. I don't know what I'm going to do yet but don't expect any alone time with Shego for a while. I know you're upset and worried, and so am I but I need you to put being her boyfriend on the back burner for a few days.

[Private to Leia]

What am I doing here

I don't

I guess it doesn't really matter if I'm here or not.

[Spam for Shego]

[Kirk hasn't moved from her bedside since the Incident. The second he got the Joker into Zero, he made his way back to the Infirmary to take up a seat and viciously attack his PADD with a stylus while he tried to write something that wasn't conveying every single bitter feeling he was going through at the moment. It ended up being something that he gave up on for a few hours, going back to tinkering with the biosensor program he'd started to develop, which was just so utterly useless right now that it just made him even more irritated.

Goddamn the Joker. And goddamn this place. And especially goddamn Shego because he wasn't sure, he couldn't know until she woke up, but he would bet his ship and his life that she'd antagonized him further.

Jim was torn between wanting to hug her and then strangle her. So he just settled with glaring at her unconscious form.]

[ooc: So it has yet to be completely logged out but Naomi and Nemo have assured me that the Joker is going to off Shego in this thread and then Naomi said to just go ahead and do the warden thing today, the day it happened, as opposed to waiting on it to finish. So I am. It is also being assumed that Kirk stunned the Joker and threw him in Zero.]

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Oh. I didn't know she had abandonment issues.

[And now she kinda feels bad.]

Considering the numerous threats I've gotten if I dare leave on her again except for emergencies, I'd say she does.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore, Leia.

I can't believe that she just let him fucking kill her. I don't know what to say to that bullshit.

[If this was voice, he would just be laughing bitterly at that.]

Yeah I'm at a loss myself over it.

She didn't give you any indication she was thinking about that, did she?

She needed a lot. A huge amount. But none of it was really quantifiable and there wasn't anything on her mental list that Kirk could have gotten for her anyway, so she just shook her head.

"No."

Whether she really was doing it or not, he couldn't say but it felt like she was just shutting him out again and that brought a fresh wave of frustration that he had to fight. Because goddamnit, he wanted to hit something right now.

"Well if you change your mind, I'll be here."

Nope. I didn't have any fucking clue, if I had I would have fucking said something to her or someone else about it.

I appreciate that.

When she gets out of the Infirmary, we'll pretty much be camped out in her room if you want to stop by.

"I know." She almost wanted to say that his being there clearly wasn't something she could necessarily rely on, but she didn't feel like starting another fight just then. Maybe later she'd pick up on how his anger felt like it had more to do with his guilt and sense of inadequacy than anything she'd done. Maybe not. She hadn't ever felt so tired.

Jim sighed again, giving her shoulder one last squeeze before he slid off the edge of the bed and went back to his chair. "You're not off the hook, but I'm waiting until you get out of here to have that conversation. I want your head clear when we talk."

[By the time later rolls around... Prefect's just a touch drunk, the reply is a little more scribbled than it should've been. Sorry Dad.]

Thank you, Comrade. I look forward to it.

She laughed hollowly. "Yeah, I'll feel way better after I've had a few days to not sleep."

Kirk felt a fresh wave of irritation and had to refrain from offering to sock her and knock her out so she could get some sleep.

"So you'll be in the same mood and I'll be less irritated with you, so really you win, and there's no need to complain."

[DRINKING WITHOUT KIRK AT A TIME LIKE THIS? Who raised you? Hooligans :|]

You doing alright Prefect?

Does anyone really know what they're doing?

[Pause.]

I could come over if you'd like me to.

I'm in the Infirmary right now. I'm not sure when I'm going to be comfortable with leaving her alone.

Alright. Good luck, Jim.

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