You refuse to graduate, so you really forfeit the right to complain about the lack of freedom. As if you recall, you're dead and your life choices put you where you're at, since we both agree that you don't have to be a nice person, you just have to make good choices.

And it's my theory that you wouldn't even be here, considering you're dead, if you weren't capable of being helped or if there wasn't someone who thought you deserved a second chance.